Everyday

Everyday I feel empty

whisper it was a mistake

Not knowing what next

Not sure what I need and what makes me happy.

I was a ridiculous dumbass, unaware of the world

concerned about silly bullshits,

hoping good things are on the way

believing happiness comes from within.

Dies everyday, not knowing what next

Surprised of the world around, trying to watch it from another perspective.

Though better late than never to realize 

being a silly innocent lad who see life as an easy one

Though it isn't.

Complicated it is, difficult to read, hard to explain.

Just getting surprised, Everyday

how indifferent it is

when you realize being a ridiculous dumbass.